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Dear Ricky,

I wish that I could say that the last four years have been complete marital bliss. Or that we have been in our honeymoon phase this entire time. Ha! Wouldn't that have been wonderful? I would love nothing more than to look back and know that I gave you the best version of myself for a straight 1460 days. You and I both know, though, that that is far from how it has gone. One thing I am sure of is that God's plan for me was to be your helper and to walk out my purpose by your side.

I have never quite understood the twists and turns that God allowed me to take on the journey to find you. It took far too long if you ask me. Or the lessons He made me learn along the way. He was definitely preparing me for something bigger than myself...I just had no clue what that entailed. 

Much has stayed the same since we stood at the altar. You have been my best friend, love of my life, stepfather to my children and my strength when I had none left. But some things have changed. You made me a mother again something I admire the most and stood next to me when I didn't deserve it. You enjoy life and the journey much more than you used to when this happens. 

We have gained much ground, lover, and have climbed over many mountains and obstacles together. I love us, our story, where we have been and where we are going.

Love you. 

Martha